For the past couple of months, it feels like my life has been on hold. That is, I would prefer to be working at a full-time “real” job, preferably in Orlando, FL – where girlfriend is working. But as I continue to search and apply for jobs, it’s clear that that isn’t where God would have me quite yet.
As I look around and see my friends and colleagues moving forward with their lives, it’s hard not to be jealous and wonder why my life hasn’t unfolded in the same way. I really have to keep reminding myself that God is in control and that wherever He leads me is where He wants to make himself known. And as much as I criticize Fayetteville, this place really isn’t THAT bad. While I’m thinking about it, here’s some of the stuff that I’m thankful for around here:
- My job. I’m getting almost full-time hours at the Doubletree Hotel, and I like my co-workers there. The hotel business changes everyday, and there’s rarely a boring moment. Even when I’m working overnight (like tonight), it’s a peaceful shift where I can read, surf the internet, and blog with little to no disturbances. As Christmas approaches, I’m reminded that there are alot of people out there that don’t have a job at all. I’m thankful for mine.
- My church. I really value some of the friendships I’ve made at my church and the people I’ve grown up with. It’s nice to know that there are people there who are willing to listen and encourage me.
- Exercise. My next goal is to compete in a triathlon sprint, and I have everything I need right in front of me. A nice bike (thanks Dad!), a membership to the YMCA’s 25 meter pool, and some running experience behind me. It feels good to be increasingly healthy and to improve in these events.
- Flexibility – I’m able to work any shift at the hotel, and my manager knows it too! Even though my schedule has been all over the place, I’m thankful for this time in my life where I really am free to hang out with friends, exercise, work, etc. on my own time. I know this season of my life won’t last forever – and that parents with young kids envy me!
I’m excited for what God has for me next – but God help me to enjoy where I am right now!